I haven’t posted here in a while, mainly because any progress I had made since the New Year stagnated or backslid completely. With the recent passing of the Spring Equinox I feel myself called to once again start anew. I recently read on Hawk’s Cry blog words which have stayed in my mind much the past days:
Unfortunately, most people fail this test. They refuse to face their fears and doubts. They give in to the temptation to escape, either through drugs, alcohol or any other addiction. As a result, they do not grow from the experience. They whither and stagnate instead, focusing their energy on keeping the darkness away instead of fighting it with their light. They will continue to waste their energy on hiding from the darkness until either they decide to change and face it, or they die. Some people sadly hide from the darkness their whole life. (emphasis mine)
I can tell you that these words were exactly what I needed to read. What I needed to hear. I have a little less than 3 months before Lady Rose and I scurry off to Womongathering and I desperately need to get my life and my spirit in a better place before then.
With my 39th birthday approaching, 40 is looming on the horizon and it is time for me to take charge of myself and my life and create the future than I desire.
In the words of another its time to take my own inner light and “let it shine”
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